Monday, December 04, 2006
hello prom is over &december is here how did eleven whole months pass in the blink of an eyelash (excessive to inform me that eyelashes don't blink)
i like the word and
andandand
if i could i would throw my heart out, a fishing line coated with emoticons, i would be your sacrificial protection &protect you from your broken heart but all i can do is stand by and watch you freefall and i'm scared i'm scared that my heart is still lodged firmly here, in my throat, and not tied up for you.
(sometimes i think i'm preposterous to even think that you want it.)
EXCUSE RANDOM POETIC MOMENT hahaha it sucks, i havent written a decent poem since er, prelims. chem &math are ruthlessly effective artyfartyness-displacers.
hahaha one pikture from prom hello wonderful recess people! taking a picture (or two) with you people is like trying to catch a slippery egg, people keep running off and getting distracted &yes i will miss you people so very much, my food will no longer be eaten to the jukebox stuck on the 90s next year!
one picture only because lazy me has not uploaded, &i only have this one because jenyun the wunnerful sent it to me! so all other pictures have to wait for a teensy while longer.
KEL DARLING,
i will attempt to find a less visceral poem for my front page but in the meantime, close your eyes everytime you log onto my blog xoxoxo
NEW ZEALAND ON FRIDAY,
i'm starting to get excited about the plane ride and the take off, landing, airport(s), food, people, those dang sheep (NOT COW), anyw i have james and edith and msn the ever-friendly so it won't feel like new zealand is off the face of the earth (even though it like, virtually is)
the colour of your countries &the lights of your hdb blocks
why the sky so black face, stars are like eyes and tonight and every night it seems as though no one is looking at each other anymore.
i miss hugs in the corridor &montessori colours
(: 11:51 PM
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